I am not there.

 

I’m living through the darkest night of me,
A storm with no end, no calm, no plea.
You said you'd only stay a little while,
But now you’re building forever with her smile.

I shake just thinking of you by her side,
Of all the words, the love, the things you hide.
How can a heart survive such sharp goodbye,
When it still calls your name with every cry?

This pain—it burns, it breaks, it binds,
A weight too heavy, too cruel, too unkind.
I feel so left behind, so small, so done,
Like I lost a war I never could have won.

I’m lost inside a world we planned to share,
Now you're with her… and I'm just not there.