I am not there.
I’m living through the darkest night of me, A storm with no end, no calm, no plea. You said you'd only stay a little while, But now you’re building forever with her smile. I shake just thinking of you by her side, Of all the words, the love, the things you hide. How can a heart survive such sharp goodbye, When it still calls your name with every cry? This pain—it burns, it breaks, it binds, A weight too heavy, too cruel, too unkind. I feel so left behind, so small, so done, Like I lost a war I never could have won. I’m lost inside a world we planned to share, Now you're with her… and I'm just not there.