snippets of memories, poems of my past.

  I’m living through the darkest night of me, A storm with no end, no calm, no plea. You said you'd only stay a little while, But now you’re building forever with her smile. I shake just thinking of you by her side, Of all the words, the love, the things you hide. How can a heart survive such sharp goodbye, When it still calls your name with every cry? This pain—it burns, it breaks, it binds, A weight too heavy, too cruel, too unkind. I feel so left behind, so small, so done, Like I lost a war I never could have won. I’m lost inside a world we planned to share, Now you're with her… and I'm just not there.

  I love you still, though you are far from me, And life has pulled us apart so cruelly. Why did we meet, just to be torn in two? Why bring such love, then take away you ? Was it a dream that faded with the sun? A story stopped before it was begun? I gave you all, and still you slipped away— Now I just miss you more with every day. I sit by the window and watch the rain, Hoping you might come back to me again. Though deep inside I know you won’t appear, I wait for you, year after quiet year. So even if you’re gone and won’t return, My heart will keep the love, and let it burn.